hello. goodbye. meet me somewhere else. Friday, Jan 23 2009 

I am still getting a bit of traffic to this site, but I am not here anymore!

I live at http://mariasaidwhat.com now. Please come visit, and please update your feed readers!

moved (again) Sunday, Jan 11 2009 

Sorry everyone! But this one should be permanent.


http://mariasaidwhat.com


http://mariasaidwhat.com


http://mariasaidwhat.com


http://mariasaidwhat.com

Update your feeds, etc. please!

I am so giddy for my own URL!

girlfriends Thursday, Jan 8 2009 

I don’t know why. I have so many I run to. But I feel like I have no more close girlfriends. At least in town.

Actually, it’s probably not true. I’m just feeling slightly lonely. Everyone has returned back to their respective school lives, and I’m working my ass off (not as much as I want, but still working my ass off) and I miss my high school groups.

I have no one who really I feel so comfortable with, with whom my guard is completely down. At least not in town. I am different people to different people, and I and I miss just having my guard down.

There are four people in the world I can really talk to like that, and none of them are around. At least for the moment.

gchats of doom Wednesday, Jan 7 2009 

my friend: i just tell people chicago now
me: you are from michigan!
what?!??!?
my friend: but chicago is more well known
me: we have the hand!
this makes me so sad!
my friend: i’m sorry, this is what it has come to

busier than expected Wednesday, Jan 7 2009 

I thought this week would suck. I applied for a 3rd job, but I haven’t heard back from the employer to schedule an interview yet, even though I have e-mailed her twice this week.

Since I took the year off, what kept me going was being busy. And this week, I have done just that. My job as a personal assistant has actually needed me everyday this week, so I went from thinking I would work one day this week to working every day. I also got called into my other job, so yesterday, I pulled double duty. I’m angling for a promotion there, so fingers crossed?

The point is, I am keeping busier than expected. No pulling of hair quite yet.

spit take/read carefully Monday, Jan 5 2009 

Came across this in my daily AM web searching:

http://failblog.org/2009/01/05/serious-text-fail/

Being 1/3 less employed really gives you the opportunity to find this shit. Fantastic!

The real point of this post being my internship is over and I have no idea what to do do with myself.

lime green and bright blue. Saturday, Jan 3 2009 

I’m jealous, green with envy. You think I’m confident, sometimes controlled. I’m sassy, suspicious, zesty, and stubborn.  I’m colorful, playful. I give, but I can’t take. I shoot from the hip. I get stung easily.

My bedroom is lime green and bright blue, but I crave modern simplicity.

Spunky, flirty, incapable of intimacy. “I (you) get what I (you) want.” (so says you.) A tangled web. Needs to learn to shut up, yet is irresistible when chattering away.

Intuitive, yet extroverted. Self-aware yet externally without awareness. Doesn’t know how to quit.

Sincere, yet not believable. A dynamo. Force of nature. And you love it. Unstoppable. But I need to stop. You hate the way I say “I’m sorry.”

Know-it-all. Knowledgeable. Smart. Silly.

slow blogging Saturday, Jan 3 2009